Meeting (Ash)

Today, I'm gonna meet with my friends from england (They live in Turkey acctually). The thing is I so nervous about this. Not the one with butterflies. I'm seriously uneasy. I don't know why. I just feel like they don't want me to come and hang around with them. I know it's kinda silly but I feel like I'm unwanted person who talks too much and empty and I think that they are gonna ditch me. But c'mon if they really didn't want me to come they could just meet without me, am I right?